I suppose the first thing I felt was sadness, a lurching in my stomach. The sun was shining on me, and I was

stupefied by it beauty. Its bright brilliant rays flattering what i had to offer, sweet grace flowing from one

side of my earth to the other, I stood, it glistened, i took notice, it grew, i grew old. waves glided across our

bay captivating a world that seemed under spell from this magnificent growth. camouflaged? or really that beautiful

amongst clones, was i jealous of its perfection? ,its incapacity to do no wrong in the eyes of Aphrodite.
but like always i will pretend to be confident and content. pretend not to care what’s going on in this world for

this world is a accumulation of my own personal paranoia.